Friday, September 20, 2013

Write Like a Girl




I write like a girl.
Up at dawn
morning breath fresh
not clamming me up.  
Head swallowed by bed
spit me out, hair in a horn
on the side of my head.
A satellite towards the sky!
Catching some vibes
and recording my dreams
not literally.

Write like a girl
desert sweaty
sitting on a basketball
glasses cloudy with steam
head pounding
to the sound of the dribbling
around me as I’m
pounding this poem out
call me Ms. Smith.
I’m a misfit, a magician
fill you with illusions
my fingers typing away
fast as bee wings
on my smart phone.
I write like a
Techy girl
sign of the times
write short and sweet
sometimes in rhymes
Ay, phone! how many times
you saved my poem’s life.

Grrr girl,
I write like a girl
invading males spaces
with my stats and analysis
my “what had happened was,”
POV to the game
carving my way into
locker-room chatter
taking a spot on the floor
chop it up like a girl
wearing purple and gold
swirled tie,
blazer, skinny jeans
pointy toed shoes  looking fly
a fly-girl.

Like a girl
putting out like a girl
churning right like a girl
crossing the line
pushing it farther and farther
stretched out like some tight
tights. Stretched out like a girl
pulled in all directions
like carnitas
my limbs feel.

Write like a girl
always on my PERIOD
, ? ! ;: “”
run the gamut of grammar
they give me such trouble
those signifiers inserting
themselves in my conversation.
Such a girl
to bitch about it
so tuned in to emotions
that are tuned into sensors
a bazillion receptors
effective communicator
like the game of Simon says, following the light
no matter the patterns just go with the light
got you more twisted than Twister.
But I’ll be nice like a girl
care for, nurture like a girl.
Like, a girl.
Write for a girl.
Like me.

Tuesday, September 17, 2013

Twilight Heat


Heat makes you do things.
Makes you stay out past sunset,
pounding the basketball against
steamy pavement
trying to beat twilight’s defense.
Makes little girl do the splits
on barely-cooling-off cement.
It gathers the homies to drink
under a big shady tree
building a pyramid of empties.
It’s Sunday, doesn't matter
if work awaits in the morning,
gotta quench that thirst.
The heat got the best of 'em, bro'. 

Heat, it’s passion in your guts
hot as an habanero
bursting out into “Spiderman” layups,
or dripping and dipping on warm iron bars,
like the young dude doing pull-up after pull-up.
Pull-ups give young dude
Ironman chest.
Sweat. Heat makes me sweat
I’m feeling under your gaze
“Chocolate Bar stomach”
look away, Mamma hawk
not hunting tonight.
As you were! Dipping away,
I’ll see you in my dreams
wet, shinny, flexing
pecks and biceps proudly
like some urban Aztec god
bobbing your head to the sound
of your workout routine.

Heat can make you
lose it if you let it.
Short circuit of the brain
old  wiring
can only give so much juice
can’t process the requests
and shuts down.
Leaving you in darkness
alone with your hot head.
So hot you see white
but doesn’t feel
like a walk in the clouds.
Washed over with tears
as you talk yourself off
sabotage bridge.
Get your ass up!
Crack that window open
bust that shit wide.
Come back from the future!
Refuse to die, to fizzle out
got the rockets red flare
of my nostrils
and heart working on overdrive
to prove it.
Pumping, pumping, pumping
cyclist legs,
pumping, pumping, pumping
urban Aztec god.
Pumping- burning away the toxicity.
Got my room looking like the 1800’s
Industrial dark, darker than dark
as my carbon footprint balloons.
Not just wasted resources
DiRTeee energy.
Angry, silenced, recycled
In-HER-Chi
cutting the bullshit out
much rather fertilize.

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