Thursday, July 4, 2013

4th of You Lie


( Found Poem)


The course of
a long train
of repeated injuries
and usurpations
move me to dissolve
any political bonds
to this day of celebration
supposed to connect
us with one another
as created equals.

My belief is still strong
and roots tied to this country
with its unalienable rights
liberty and the pursuit of happiness.
When Government becomes
destructive to these ends
the history,
the right, 
of the people
British, Native American,
women, African American
Asian, Latino, queer, immigrants…
have taken to the streets
to alter it
not disposed to suffer
fighting to right themselves
not relinquishing any
rights to representation.

Through the smoke
the explosions
hear me declare the causes
which impel the separation.
I won’t put my hand over my heart
I will don pink sneakers and by any means
a back brace, never fatigued into compliance.
Forced expression of allegiance
formidable for tyrants only.

Stop obstructing laws of naturalization!
Why render the military independent
superior to civil power?
Protecting them by mock trail
from punishment for any
rapes which they committed
with manly firmness
against female soldiers.
Stop creating barriers,
policies to control 
women’s bodies
most likely to effect their safety
and happiness.
Stop the continued allowances
to plunder our seas
ravage our coasts.
These are facts submitted
to a candid world,
if we are mutually pledged
to our future and our sacred honor
let us assent to laws
most wholesome
for the public good.


From: “Declaration of Independence [Adopted in Congress 4 July 1776]

Wednesday, July 3, 2013

Mis buenos dias


A petal from my anniversary bouquet
with a splat on my page
rewinds time.
1 year, 9 months full
passed off in daisies, roses and lilies.  

Thinking ahead
how to strengthen love
not bending, not watering
it down with doubts. Not over thinking
the abstractness of what can’t be touched
but conceived in actions and feelings.
Mercilessly going after it, unmasked.
After waiting so long and finally receiving it
can’t be still about
freely offering myself to you.



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Tuesday, July 2, 2013

Wild Heart

for Kimmy

One woman Mardi Gras
Laughter, her theme music
swells in her chest
a high tide
showers, refreshes the festivity.
Delights in her desirability
flaunts flesh
in heals, v-cuts
in mesh, only to  
smash hopes. Downing spirits
lifts her spirits.
quiets demure brown girl
stereotypes. Likes to smash.

She’s a thinker
demeanor unfettered
opens up her mouth
and paints the sky 
real, truths rumble
off her tongue, THUNDER
bounces off clouds
hits you in the eye
leaves you seeing different. 

A warrior
heart on her sleeve
a crest for the loves
she bore. Fighters!
traversing lands
heads high,
backs straight like braces.
Her lessons roadmaps
in their pockets
guiding them off the beaten path
unafraid  of the wild things
for her love, a shield
traverses plains,
her heart is wild.

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Monday, July 1, 2013

New Beginning

When you know,
Death is coming
Do you welcome her
Like a long lost relative,
Standing in disbelief that
It’s been so long?
Too strong to forget,
She carries fire
On her back,
Black Widow,
To warm the souls.
Do you invite her
To take a load off?

You offer her a cup of
coffee while she waits,
her careful sips
a reminder of  your
loved one’s staggered breath.
Sitting at the edge of your seat,
Feeling a stranger in your own home,
Anxiety grips your throat
Blood rushes your stomach
Fire in your pit,
You clasp your hands, sweaty,
Bracing the title wave of fear.
You comfort yourself
Sharing threads of your life,
your bond transforms into memories.
You laugh nervously,
death knows all that and more.
Does she indulge you or move
on to the order of business?
You look at her
Through pleading watery eyes,
She looks deep into her cup-
Seer discovering a new
message.
“The love is within you”
She says before slipping away
Your love mummified in her
Grip.


Note: This is the first poem of my July marathon, 30 more to go! 

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Wednesday, April 24, 2013

It’s Brittney Bit¢#!



Shaquille O’Neal went into the NBA shattering backboards. And after what is now considered one of the most anticipated drafts in the WNBA, the number one draft pick of 2013, Brittney Griner, is shattering stereotypes. She’s already made a name for herself in the league and has yet to play one game. Only two days after being drafted, Brittney came out publicly as a lesbian in an interview with Sports Illustrated.

Brittney is no stranger to public attention, physically speaking, Griner is quite a specimen; she stands at 6 foot 8, her wingspan is 7’ 4’’. She comes into the league after having dominated as the best center in college. As a student at Baylor University, Griner was a 3 time All American and 2-time AP of the year, and was named Most Outstanding Player in the 2012 Final Four; the year Baylor won the national championship. She is the second all-time scoring leader in women’s NCAA making history with 3,283 points.  She blocked 748 shots, more than any man or woman in college basketball, and had 18 career dunks, 11 of those in her last season. She’s a force to be reckoned with, she can block shots, alter shots, grab rebounds, pass over opponents’ heads and move without the ball.

Brittney is tall, funny, can be kind of quiet yet is very articulated and ready to make a statement. Her presence alone makes you pay attention; she’s 6’8’’ how can you not. This woman is not only athletically gifted; she is also smart and good hearted. She is intent on using her popularity as a platform to motivate others. She specifically wants to reach young people and make them feel comfortable with being themselves; she wants to destigmatize “being gay” and being gender non-conforming. In her interview with Sports Illustrated, Brittney stated:

"Being one that's out, it's just being who you are. Again, like I said, just be who you are. Don't worry about what other people are going to say, because they're always going to say something, but, if you're just true to yourself, let that shine through. Don't hide who you really are."

Not even all the accolades and athleticism protected Brittney from being harassed for being ‘different’. A few times I read postgame interviews or any article about Griner and was disgusted and disturbed by peoples’ comments, questioning her sex, her gender and sexuality and not in the nicest way either. Still today if you enter her name on Google you’ll see search phrases such as “Brittney Griner man,” all because she has the athletic build and skills unlike any other female basketball player, college or professional, we’d seen before. There was even a point during the 2012 season that Kim Mulkey, Baylor’s women’s basketball coach, publicly defended and condemned the comments folks were making about Griner on various social media sites. When asked by the AP what is was like to stand out, Brittney replied:

''It was hard. Just being picked on for being different. Just being bigger, my sexuality, everything…I overcame it and got over it. Definitely something that I am very passionate about. I want to work with kids and bring recognition to the problem, especially with the LGBT community.''


Now as a professional baller, Brittney continues to shatter the limitations imposed on women who don’t fit the norm and to push gender scripts. She is a skateboarding, fashionista who showed up to the WNBA draft wearing an all-white suit, Converse low-tops, orange argyle socks and orange nail polish to match the Phoenix Mercury team colors, where she’ll be starting off her WNBA career. There are so many expectations placed on Griner, the WNBA is counting on her success, as well as Elena Della Done and Skylar Diggins’, the number 2 and number 3 2013 draft picks respectively, to help move the league forward and extend its viewership. But for Griner her eyes and heart are set higher than just basketball.

Griner of course is not the first female athlete to come out, there are other icons like
Billie Jean King, Renee Richards, Martina Navratilova, Lauren Lappin, Fallon Fox and Megan Rapinoe who have courageously come out and transformed their respective sports. But is this precedent of women paving the way for young athletes like Griner, to come out, the reason why her announcement was treated with lack of interest by the media? I haven’t heard anything over the radio waves these last few days. The sports media has been more focused on the anticipation of the NFL schedule (seriously? It’s just a schedule) and now the NLF draft.  The muted response to Brittney’s announcement from the sports world has to do with the sexism and stereotypes that pervade female sports. In other words, it has been assumed for a long time that if you’re a woman and play sports/are athletic/competitive then you must be a lesbian. So Brittney coming is just seen as well, another lesbian playing sports.

Because many straight female athletes have had to fight being perceived as lesbian, many at times have been too busy fighting these perceptions and less interested in being supportive of LGBT causes. Which is another factor that makes Griner’s situation unique, during her interviews she was being supported by Della Done and Diggins. Plus, now the league is not shying away or ostracizing players that don’t conform to conventional standards of femininity. Since taking her post in 2011, Laurel Richie, the President of the WNBA, a long time marketing veteran, has been putting much effort into transforming the WNBA’s image. She changed the league’s logo to depict a player driving to the basket, which is supposed to represent the league’s growing diversity and athleticism. Sadly, despite this and other efforts in women’s athletics to speak out on LGBT issues and challenge the stigma, ostracism and violence that LGBT folks experience the entire sports world is indifferent and is still holding their collective breath for that one professional male athlete to come out and rock our universe, underestimating the contributions that these females athletes are already making.


Saturday, March 2, 2013

Los Elementos







I
washed across the stones
snatching fragments
moss, bacteria, tadpoles
I
thrust into the River’s bank
remembered how the sun
glistened in its shallow waters
calm, wrinkled with experience.
I
followed the Wind
pointing the way
to the next generation
wild Fire erupts
new life flourishes
feeds off the banks.
Not concerned about erosion
lost in the pollution.
Here me now!
I am Earth
I nurture
I reinvent
to survive.
That’s feminine time.
I change
the name of things
now and forever known
as the former’s cousin
always forthcoming.
Like the Story Teller’s Tale
recycled through the years.
Everything is old under the sun
“You are everything
                        and everything is you”
Every life has been lived.
I rushing
like River’s current
to get through this one
even when I’m dead I don’t want to be done.
SO here
I
stand with my death valley of words
bones poking out, hard as granite
grating, causing sparks
Fire in the sky
I
flash behind your
burning retinas
printed in your memory.
My body turns soul
becoming ancestral. 


BLM Owes Me Nothing!

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